I honestly have no idea who i am anymore..

I finally had everything going in the right direction, and then everything fell apart. Literally everything has changed, in just a month.. I’m lost, im hurt, im confused, i dont know who i am anymore.. 

Im afraid to be with anyone, because i feel like its wrong for me to be with another man.. Im so afraid im going to hell just because im with someone i love.. Im not sure why im like this, i know i was born this way. If i could choose any different i would in a heartbeat..

I really need someone to talk to =\ Someone who understands what im going through… Any takers? =\

#personal  

#personal  

#my dog  #personal  #shiba inu  

I dont want sex. I want love.

Im probably one of the few people out there who honestly doesnt give a flying fuck about sex. Yeah im sure its fucking fantastic, but i mean honestly, if thats all you care about then fuck off. 

I want someone i can call up at 3 in the morning just because i couldnt get them off my mind. I want someone to call me up at 3am and say youre beautiful and i love you.

I want someone that when the time is right, and we do end up making love, that its so fucking spectacular that it feels like the world is moving in slow motion.

I want someone who doesnt care if i have a ripped body, or if im just average. 

I sit here and i dwell on all this shit, and i wonder why im not good enough to have this. 

Im one of those people who hates to be alone, but i always am because im never going to be good looking enough, smart enough, rich enough, or anything in between. Why is it so hard to find someone who i can just cuddle up with at night, watch a movie, go have fun, joke around, and not have to worry about someone just wanting sex.

People ask me how i’m still a virgin. Its because im fucking terrified of sex. 

Sorry if this post is all over the place, alot on my mind and i have no where else to share it. 

#personal  #venting timee  #vent  #sex  #gay  #love  

i guess its time for me to accept im never going to be good enough for anyone.

#Personal  #meh.  

Does anyone know what could cause the internet to keep slowing down only on my computer?

So basically every other computer in the house works fine, except my laptop.. itll randomly like disconnect but it still says im connected, just nothing will load… :S idk whats going on with it but its getting annoying.

#personal  #help pls  

Sort of Unpopular Opinion

mikeywaysknees:

I find people who do drugs unattractive.

You can hate me for it, but it’s true.

truedat omg.

(Source: fabricated-dreams)

#unpopular opinion  #drugs  #personal  #bite me  

Somethings wrong with my dog

=\ Shes shivering non stop, and has puked 3 times on my floor.. The vet said to monitor her for the night and into tomorrow and if she keeps it up to bring her in.. She got into the garbage last night and ate old hamburger and chicken that we threw out.. ugh.. If anything happens to my dog ill flip the fuck out.

#personal  #spazzing out  #animals  #dog  #shiba inu  

I really cant stand tyler the creator..

Seriously.. he looks like a fucking ape, and is annoying as fuck. 

Why oh why do these people rise to fame -_-

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My boyfriend of 3 years just broke things off with me….

Im crushed.. i really have no idea what i’m going to do anymore..

#personal  #fml  

#personal  #halloween  #pumpkin  

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#personal  #minecraft  #penis island LOOOL  #LOLOL  

Does anyone else hate this feeling?

When you can be surrounded by people and still feel completely alone.. When you could be standing in the middle of a crowded room, screaming at the top of your lungs and no one even bothers to look up? 

Yeah, thats my life lately. Someone cheer me up?

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What gives these people the fucking right to try and play me

i mean seriously what the fuck. You dont fuck with me.. 

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